By Lori Miller
When you sit and evaluate everything, you realize that thereís nothing to loseÖagain.
You carelessly put all thatís good on the back burner and expect it to wait for you forever.
Then one day you go to retrieve it and find that itís gone.
Realizing what it meant to youÖtoo late. You panic and try to find it.
Knowing that itís no oneís fault but your own, you wonder why you didnít hold on to it and treasure it.
Obviously you never thought that it was important or special because you let it fly out the window.
Realize that for once in your life, youíve screwed up and you canít repair it no matter how hard you try.
Stop living your life like you donít care because one day youíll wake up and realize thereís no one and nothing there.
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